The dream is to find someone you can enjoy this with, be around all of the time. Nobody ever really expects you to blindly find love. Growing up, you always hear, "Love is patient, Love is kind", but what they never say is that Love is also Blind. The love you have for someone, that you truly care for, should be genuine, meaningful, and full of trials and tribulations and be able to stick it out through it all and show that you truly are that somebody's Everything. It means that it is so unconditional, that you cant even fathom living the rest of your life without that one special person you call your own. They say, "You will find the love of your life unexpectedly if you stop chasing love." You will eventually find your person. You will have that magical ignition of light bloom from your soul and you will find inner peace from within you. You will find your equal barriers, find that one true love spark, even if it comes from a total stranger that you have never met in
very important. impending homelessness. by cptmercier, journal
very important. impending homelessness.
hey guys. i very, very much hate having to make a big update like this when i've been radio silence for a long time. so i'm going to apologize first and foremost. i'm going to try and explain as best i can since my last updates, which were when mom was incredibly sick from her spine infection, which was the last dire situation i had to beg for help with. this journal is going to be pretty long. thanks in advance for those who make it to present-day at the end. also sorry for any typos toward the end.
i admit i overburdened myself in my desperate state around then. i had a great many kind souls help me out by commissioning me, but i got burne